bein sensitive

you should've seen the moon last night, it was the most beautiful thing i've never seen before but like most things beautiful it went away until the next time i see the most beautiful thing i've never seen before...........................thought that ol bullshit up after i took a B to the head by myself the other night and was looking at the moon, this broad i know said she liked it because she's into poetry. i think it's pretty gay, but whatever.

Somebody took a big crap on my heart

That's a line from a movie, but basically what happened. Me and the chick I wrote about in my last post are finally done. Yeah, it took that long to figure out. After a few months of dating, having a great time and just fuckin chillin, it all ended saturday. Am I pissed? no, just a little salty because she was a sweet chick. I don't think I ever liked a chick as much as I liked her and god damn she was good in the sack. It's all good though...............Training has been going real well, I think my arm is almost normal again, and about a month or so ago I made it official that I quit the other sport that I play. My coach wants to talk shit? then fuck em. I run that shit. Can't wait to get back in school this fall. I've made it back to the campus a few times over the months and the ladies are looking lovely, seems like I'm missing out this year. I'm out.

I guess me and karma is even

It's been a minute since I wrote anything and alot of shit has gone down: friend went to jail and another friend died. But on a better note, my rehab seems to be pretty successful so far (knock on wood) haven't had any pain as of yet........................ AND my head is being fucked with right now, i think. I met this girl about a month ago, super cool girl and hot and pretty wild in the sack. Anyway, the past few days have been pretty weird with her and I'm pretty sure she's starting the beginning stages of blowing me off which sucks because I was really starting to like her and I could've definitely seen her as being my girlfriend, but now she kind of quit calling me a little and we haven't been hangin out at all since the other day. So that's how I got the title of this blog "me and karma is even" When you fuck over someone, you get fucked over. See, I pretty much fucked over my ex girlfriend even though I told her we weren't getting back together, but I'm sure I did. But then again, this could all be in my head. Out beetches

I got the god father flow the don juan demarco, i swear to God don't get in fucked up

WOW. I just wrote a bunch of shit and it didn't post, so I'll have to do it again.......................Alot of crazy shit has gone on the past 2 or so months that I haven't written: friend going to jail, had a friend die. It's been rough to say the least. But on a good note, my rehab has gone alot better than expected, no pain at all (knock on wood) I met a new girl too about a month ago. She's a super cool and hot chick and pretty wild in the sack. Shitty thing is, she's been acting really weird the past 2 days and I can just kind of tell that things are about to be over between us and that's really shitty, because i was starting to like her alot. We had some great times so it's pretty shitty that it's going to end like this. Better now than somewhere down the road though, you know? not really sure what happened. I guess it's sort of a good thing too, now I can focus more on rehabbing again. Not to say I've been half assing but sometimes a good refocusing is a good thing. Alright, I'm done crying about losing the first girl that let me put it where ever I want and yes, I did put it there. lol. That's not even what it was all about though, she had alot of great qualities, I can seriously say she was pretty close to being my perfect chick for the past month and it's a damn shame it's coming to an end.

Handle your business

School just got done with it's full second week and it's pretty weird not being there. Stopped by a couple times before I got out of town to talk to my cool coach and watched a little practice. I couldn't stay long because it was making me sick not being out there with them. Fuckin' injuries. Still haven't had a normal conversation with my other coach yet, should be interesting when it happens. All I've been doing the past 2 weeks is rehabbing and it sucks pretty bad, I need to start finding other stuff to do during the day because my rehab work is usually done by 2 and then I sit around until a good 10 or 11 at night until I go out so I drive myself crazy all day............I've been talking to this one chick that I've known for a while and not real sure if she's interested so I'd hate to ask her out and have her shoot me down, so I just won't say anything until she does. That sounds like a plan. But wow, she's hot. Yes, I need to get some booty. LOL.........That's all I got for now beetches.

Chivalry IS dead and women killed it

For some reason my newest post doesn't come up on the website, and it has a CLASSIC story so you have to go to the archives. I've come to a conclusion that nobody reads this shit which is completely ridiculous because I got shit to say. lol, just kidding. So if anybody reads this you should post a comment just to let me know..........Today was the first time in literally months that I didn't go out, I think I needed to stay in for the night. Still haven't talked to the chick from the story I told in the last post, should be a good conversation the next time we talk. I've decided in a recent discussion with my ex girlfriend that relationships are overrated. It's like you build up what you have and put all this time in for nothing and you don't get to hang out with your friends as much. I haven't thought this until the past day or so, but my ex girlfriend seriously wasted my time and now I'm pissed because I'm sure I missed out on some good times over the course of our relationship. So no more relationships for a long, long time. I'm just going to spend my extra time rehabbing myself from my injury. F*ck chicks............Like I said before, I stayed in tonight, but I was supposed to go out tonight, but my friend's buddy was going to go and he's a complete fag. He hits on every chick and it's actually pretty embarrassing so instead of telling my friend that his boy is a fag I just come up with a lame ass excuse to not hang out. But for real, when your me, you can't be around shit like that..........Pick up that Cormega, it's a hot pick up.

...When the smoke clears, do it again

This is the first time in 3 weeks that I was actually allowed to log on here. Some ill shit has happened since the last time I wrote. Exactly 5 days after my last post, I hurt myself pretty badly in a game. I've been rehabbing my ass off for the last 2 1/2 weeks but doesn't seem to be working. So what does that mean? more than likely surgery. I've actually decided to not go to school this year because of it and both of my coaches in the sports I play are PISSED, but I'm not going to go to class all drugged up on pain killers, won't work like that. It will be very weird not being with my teammates that I've been with the past couple years, but sometimes you have to look out for yourself and this is something I need to do on my own. So I'm just going to take the year or semester off and rehab the shit out of myself. I'd much rather be in school then doing that, that's for sure. I've been fairly bummed out since that incident and haven't been doing much except for rehabbing and playing video games. I actually can't see myself going back to school but since I'm obviously not going to have the year that I need, I'll be back at it in a year..............So let me get this right, when a female says: "I never do anything like this" or "I'm normally not like this" and then add in a: "but I will this time because I really like you" means they say and do that all the time right? right. This happened to me last night. Turnoff, big time. After that comment was made I decided to leave the situation because nothing good could come from me scoring a chick like that. Well, it was either that or the huge vagina. And no, my mouth wasn't on it. Ish. Hey, it's cool if you gotta get yours, but shit, don't say you don't do it all the time when you know damn well you do. Would I have gone to her place if she told me she had sex with 30 dudes? HELL no. And don't say I didn't call her out on the huge vagina because I SURE DID. This cat's not really into STD's. But this was the situation, and no, I'm not bragging about how some chick wanted me, I just happen to think what I said to her was pretty funny. So this chick pulls her pants down and puts my hand on her crotch and my exact words were: "Damn girl, you got a big ass p*ssy" then she says: "Oh, it's all good, that's what happens when you sleep with a few guys" and I said "Hold up, I know what a chick that's been with a few guys feels like, so how many is a few?" This bitch said "Oh, about 30" so that right there means about 40. The last thing I said to her was "Well, gotta go" and I was seriously laughing through that whole conversation because this girl was an idiot and I've known her for a while so I didn't just meet her and I always thought she was normal................ 9am rehab session is going to come quick. later for you beetches